Y’all Ever Just Wanna

DIE? I cannot accurately express how fucking sad that I am lately

(but don’t ask me what’s going on)

I wish I had an ounce of respect for myself. Or a sleep schedule

(tell themgoodnight” and then stay awake in bed for hours sulking)

I don’t care about sobriety. I’ll stay sober. I don’t wanna get high

(I just wanna overdose)

Do you know how pissed off I’ll be if I fail somehow? Shoot up the wrong amount? Awkwardly wake up in the hospital surrounded by people that I’ve put through far too much already

(“Is she really doing this shit again?”)

I am a BURDEN.

(Sigh)

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